So many "adventures" in Wickenburg, Arizona. I only knew these girls for a short time but in that time they learned EVERYTHING there is to know about me and loved me anyway... and I love them. I miss you all and wish you girls the best of luck fighting your disorders. WE CAN DO IT!
As for the pictures, they kind of give me the creeps. I've never had to work so hard in my life as I did there... and I'm learning that Remuda was just the beginning. I have to fight everyday and it's hard. I struggle all the time but I've learned how to deal with those struggles in real ways. I have SO MUCH SUPPORT and so much love in my life, I'm so lucky and so grateful. There wasn't ONE DAY that went by that I didn't recieve a letter or a package from someone, not a single day.
So many of you have wondered how I am doing and have called or emailed me or posted stuff, well I'm doing alright. I don't know how else to put it. It's been a crazy transition to be back in the "real world" and it's very difficult to not fall into old patterns... but now that my body is healthy and my liver is restored, it's time to keep going.
Thank you for all of you that have shared your personal struggles of life with me. It's so nice to know that I'm not the only one that has "a problem"... we may have different problems but it's the same fight... and I'm here.
Love you all, thanks for caring, thanks for praying, thanks for everything! Now no more Remuda posts... YEAH!
